This is my personal blog. Initially started off as mostly a Dragon Age and Fenris blog. Now it is a mixture of my interests which include Dragon Age, Mass Effect, Bioware, Gaming, Dr. Who, Resident Evil games, Lord of the Rings, Sherlock. Also, random movies I like, and other things I love. I occasionally make graphics, and art, and occasionally I write things too. I don't often post NSFW things but they do pop up every once in a while. I tag anything that might be. I don't mind questions and my ask is always open.
Arquen's Stuff

I currently have a Dragon Age: Origin PT going, a Mass Effect 3 PT stuck midway, a Dragon Age II PT that I have left unfinished for far too long, and I just got sucked back into TERA Online. I just need to … finish SOMETHING. I keep starting things and I just can’t seem to get anywhere. Though I am committed to finish my Amell PT at least in DA:O.

Filing under: things I keep doing to distract myself because life isn’t so kind and every day has felt like a struggle.

I am also still frequently playing Resident Evil 6 when I have a need to shoot things Which is more often than is healthy I’m afraid.

I was so exhausted from work though that I slept about 13 hours when I came home from my shifts. Everything hurt and I had nothing left. Just.. nothing. I barely am starting to feel human again and I already have to go back tomorrow.

Meanwhile, everything else gets abandoned along the way. I have no creative energy left these days. It’s barely feasible to stay on my feet and just get through. I can’t seem to find it in me to write, draw, do anything really… just my games and recuperating when I can. It’s no way to live, but what to do.. what to do…?

  4 months ago · 4 notes reblog  
tags → #arquenstuff #slightly personal #more just random BS because it's 4am #and I have to work #work work work #always work #fml 

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  5 months ago reblog  
tags → #anger level rising #don't care #feverish #sick #fuck it #fml #and f' this #I'm OUT 

In retrospect, the book does close..

The following is a feel-ridden rant/vent/thoughts on this whole Dragon Age 2 news. That being said, feel free to move along if you dgaf. Touchy feely crap basically.

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  1 year ago · 5 notes reblog  
tags → #arquenstuff #ohgodmyfeels #Ihaven'twantedtocryinover2years #and Fenris #FML #Ifeelsick 

FML!

Really hate my freakin muse.. SO MUCH right now.

I have to work all Thanksgiving Holiday So happy F’in Turkey day to me.

So I was TRYING to write my ch 2 of Marric/Fenris fic — Caught in the Rain.

I get like… 1 page in, and then my ART MUSE decides I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE — I NEED A FENRIS Sketch.

So I’m like “Fine, I’ll do a ‘quick’ Fenris sketch to appease you, so you will STFU and I can write.”

Freakin FF and I have this full blown PAINTING WIP of Fenris, and I HAVE TO GO TO WORK so I can’t even finish it!

Seriously, I’m so mad at you muse right now. She knows I’m slow as hell when it comes to painting. So she decides to bombard me when I don’t even have time to finish it.

Gahh! Muses! *throws up hands* Impossible!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone who can and is celebrating, BTW.

  1 year ago · 4 notes reblog  
tags → #Arquen #FML #Muses suck #nobody cares but I need to vent #ranting arquen #arquenstuff